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drenched in V O D K A
. . . . . my heart is !!!
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 My Boyfriend
Yesterday, he called to let me know that he got off an hour earlier from work. He was checking up on me to see what time I was coming over to spend sometime with our friends to hang out.
I came about pass 2200x and brought some burger, fries and chocolate shake just like what he requested. So, we ended up not having friends around since things usually happen and they never show up. It's just the two of us again! While he was munching, I told him about my sister. She wanted to hook me up with her co-worker. He said, \"Did you tell her about me? Did you tell him I was gonna kick his ...?\" \"Hahahah!\" We're both cracking up! I can see that now by reading between the lines, he is definitely my \"boyfriend!\" Then he mentioned something about going back to San Diego to visit a friend for the Chinese New Year party! \"Her name is Margaret!\" He paused, and then looked at me straight in the eye and said, \"Oh, don't worry! There's nothing for you to worry about!\" Oh my gosh! I smiled and told him that I'm not. Deep inside me, I was like . . . wow! I do trust him. He didn't have to say anything, but I was happy enough to hear him reassuring me. So we just left it like that! He's so cool! I love him for that!
Then, I watched him edit his music that he had recorded previously. It was new to me so it was so much fun. Then, he burned it into a cd and we both snuggled up on this huge bean bag while listening to it. It was so romantic! We went to his room and spent the night cuddled up!
Now, I know he is having fun in San Diego. I hope to see you soon, babe! Hey! I kind of like that . . . you know, calling him my babe!
created: @2344 saturday, february 26, 2005
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 This close...to something so beautiful!
It was a tough day at work yesterday for me. Imagine from 7am to 7pm? Wow, I thought I was never going to leave that place alive! But I guess I was more looking forward to seeing him after work.
He took his last test and said to go home to shower and wait for me. I too, said that I needed to go home and shower.
Then I came! \"Hi handsome,\" I said! He hugged me and gave me a kiss by my neck while I kissed his cheek close to his ear. \"It seems like I haven't seen you in a long time,\" he whispered. Then, finally I had the guts to say. . .\"yeah! I MISS YOU!\" sHoOt, I was shaking after saying that! Then, he grabbed me by my waist and walked up to his place. Usually, he'll prepare me a drink that he likes so much... and that is - vanilla vodka with ginger ale! Now you know why my heart is always drenched with it! This time he fixed me up a glass of gin and juice. It was great and we had lots of conversation . . . until!
Well, I think you can say that we're getting buzzzzz! He held me like I wanted to be held. My heart was screaming his name, but my mouth was quiet the whole time, I think. I still wanted to say something just for the sake of letting my feelings go. Oh, my gosh! We . . . his lips came towards mine as he. . . and . . .we both let go! I was on fire!!! I closed my eyes and caressed his skin. The feeling was unbelievable! I knew he was there with me, but I couldn't believe I have the most beautiful creation right in front of me. It was pure happiness for me to get that close to something so beautiful. His scent, wow! I breathe him in so deep! I inhaled his essence and never wanted to let go! I ran my finger nails up his spine and his skin was so smooth. That's when I heard his voice, but his body was speaking louder than anything else. It was amazing!
After my body spoke to his, would he know now? Should I still tell him in words? It's been hours now since I left his pad. I took his scent home right here with me. Everytime I close my eyes. . . I can still feel him! I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU, COLLAN! Do you feel the same way about me?
I got to go now and hop in the shower. We're supposed to go to Ikea together after he gets off from work. I can't wait to see him again! Then, maybe hang out again back to his place after that. Should I stay over again and let our bodies do the talking? I'm not complaining! It's just that my heart is so drenched with love for him. I don't know when it will ever be sober from him . . . a very powerful spirit!
created: @1126 thursday, february 24, 2005
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 "Eye" see You
It's raining so hard here in Hollywood, CA! Yet I still carry this smile on my face because of him. He's in class right now taking one of his finals. I wish him the best! He's a great inspiration for me right now and I can't thank him enough for coming into my life the way he did. Thank God for the right timing!
Last night he said he was going to learn how to play \"Your Body is a Wonderland\" by John Mayer aside from reviewing for the test. I told him weeks ago that I like that song. He'd ask me to print out the lyrics with chords from olga and that he would learn it. Wow! Nice guy huh! This guy do an awesome job keeping great scores in his classes; he works six days a week; hangs out with me and his friends; writes and records his own songs; then takes time to learn a song that I simply said \"I like!\" What do you have to say about that? He's amazing, huh!
\"Eye\" simply find myself . . . I don't know . . . . . . . . . . . falling in _ _ _ _!
Hey you guys! Check out my other blog
khrikette.myblogsite.com
created: @2930 monday, february 21, 2005
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 On my own
I'm here again in my room thinking. . . what could I possibly have done better today? Nothing! Just thinking of him again! He just called and I miss him. Gosh, I couldn't even tell him that! Well, I'll have the nerve one day! I'll tell him exactly how I feel!
Should I show him my blog one day? What would he think after? Well, he's very special to me now. I would like to tell him that too, one day! I did mentioned to him about my journal. \"I have a blog and post my most intimate thoughts on it! Guess what I named it - drenched in VODKA!\" I said. He went, \"Cool! Do you write about me?\" he asked. Well, I was really surprised that he would even ask me that. I told him, \"of course, I do!\" Then he asked, \" well, can I see it?\" I was like, \"No, not yet! You're going to have to earn it first!\" He went, \"Oh! Okay!\" I didn't mean it in a wrong way. What I was trying to say is that we should wait until the right time comes, and until I'm comfortable enough to let him read my thoughts. You see, we never spoke of the \"Love\" word. Therefore, we haven't opened up that much about how we feel towards each other. I don't know, maybe we're both waiting to see who would say it first. Maybe we're both shy to say it anyway. Or more likely I'm the only one feeling this way. But then if he sees this writing, then he would know how I really feel about him. He'll probably laugh so hard when he finds out. I'm still kind of shy for him to find out now. If he continues to show more of his feelings towards me, then I would give him this blog of mine.
When you read this baby, I hope you would understand why I have to do this. I needed an outlet to vent this crazy feelings I have for you that I never had the guts to tell you in the beginning. Now, you know at least this much . . . I love you!!!
created: @1650 sunday, february 20, 2005
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 I have other things to do
. . . than just to think of you! But, here you are still here with me anywhere I go. I miss you! I know you're busy. You have finals next week right? Good luck! I know you can handle it!
Look at me, who am I kidding? I feel like he's even gonna read this blog of mine. I wish....! Oh stop it, Ejay! Get a grip of your self! Fine!
Anyway, I still need to fix up my room to prepare for my new baby! Nope, it's not mine, it's my sister's. . .hehehe! But her kids are mine, too! Christy (my sister) will be staying here with us when she's on her maternity leave. It's gonna be a handful of kids when that time arrives. Paolo (my nephew) is also gonna be staying here. I don't think he likes the idea of having a new baby! I think he'll just do fine! Baby is due on August 12th, one day before Paolo's birthday and two days before Jesse's Birthday(their dad). Get ready for a baby shower Auntie!
created: @1331 friday, february 18, 2005
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