I sent him an alpha text message via my cell @1120x, the day after my interview. It went like, “Hi, Baby! Just saying Wuz up? Take Care!” He then called @2019 to tell me that he got the message and we talked for the longest. This time the conversation lasted for 25 minutes. He was really tired from work and going straight to his class for the midterm. He did ask about my interview and wanted me to talk about it. Somehow, the conversation was more focused on his test! “It was hard!” he said. He kept talking about it and venting out his feelings about how much effort he had put in it. I tried to tell him, but then…
He stated, “I took some classes over there (SD) and when I came here, they didn’t credit the units! So I had to start all over again when I moved here to LA! But if I didn’t move out here, then I would’ve never met you!” Deep inside me…I was like, Ouch! That’s when I told him, “Babe, I got hired!” He was like, “What? Tired?” I said, “No, I got the job, they offered it to me and I took it!” He didn’t even congratulate me. He was quiet at first then said, “That’s crazy!” I asked him what’s crazy. He goes…”Maybe this is meant to be…you know, you moving over there!” I was like “Oh my God!” Then he kept repeating the same thing about this is crazy! So, I told him how I felt, and that I am just going to be a drive away! I am willing to drive a thousand miles just to be with him! “How sweet!” he said. I told him that I’m coming home on the weekends to visit my family and especially him. Then he was quiet for a long time. He said he was just thinking of his midterm again! I guess he didn’t care about my move. I know that since he’d always tell me that he never worried about me, then I guess there’s nothing to worry about!
I’m gonna miss you, Collan! Like I said, I’m just 3 hours away and if you tell me to wait for you, you know I WILL! Why? Because I don’t want to lose YOU!
created: @1328 friday, march 25, 2005
Tags: adventure, diary, love, loversfriends, secret.
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