Yesterday, he called to let me know that he got off an hour earlier from work. He was checking up on me to see what time I was coming over to spend sometime with our friends to hang out.

I came about pass 2200x and brought some burger, fries and chocolate shake just like what he requested. So, we ended up not having friends around since things usually happen and they never show up. It's just the two of us again! While he was munching, I told him about my sister. She wanted to hook me up with her co-worker. He said, \"Did you tell her about me? Did you tell him I was gonna kick his ...?\" \"Hahahah!\" We're both cracking up! I can see that now by reading between the lines, he is definitely my \"boyfriend!\" Then he mentioned something about going back to San Diego to visit a friend for the Chinese New Year party! \"Her name is Margaret!\" He paused, and then looked at me straight in the eye and said, \"Oh, don't worry! There's nothing for you to worry about!\" Oh my gosh! I smiled and told him that I'm not. Deep inside me, I was like . . . wow! I do trust him. He didn't have to say anything, but I was happy enough to hear him reassuring me. So we just left it like that! He's so cool! I love him for that!

Then, I watched him edit his music that he had recorded previously. It was new to me so it was so much fun. Then, he burned it into a cd and we both snuggled up on this huge bean bag while listening to it. It was so romantic! We went to his room and spent the night cuddled up!

Now, I know he is having fun in San Diego. I hope to see you soon, babe! Hey! I kind of like that . . . you know, calling him my babe!

created: @2344 saturday, february 26, 2005

Tags: diary, friends, hang out, lovers and friends, secret.

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You sure seem pathetic. How can you say you love someone after 2 months, if that. You just got out of one relationship and now you're jumping into another? Geez honey, don't be so desperate. Play a little hard to get. Just because some guy remembers you on Valentines day and holds you like you like to be held doesn't mean he likes you. Guys do that -bleep- all the time, with all the girls. You say you're in love with this guy? BULLSHIT. You need some serious help honey. THERAPY — KILLER, 28/02/2005 20:34

I guess sometimes it's nice to get a negative comment from another angle. But coming from a FEMALE? Boy it really sounds like you got f....d over! I'm happy and I feel sorry for those who freaking wait to see who's the nice guy. Everybody in this world got their own fair share of pain. Because without that, you'll never know the power of healing. And for that, you'll get stuck being bitter not for a "guy" but for your self! You surely seems to be one to me! And by the way, I'm surely sweet! But I am not your honey! You need a therapy, not me! If your not happy reading happy stuff, stick to your own world of "darkness!" No more negative stuff for me. And it's definitely not coming from you! Don't kill my happiness "killer," do yourself a favor! — khrikette, 01/03/2005 09:57

Im not bitter honey, not at all. Yeah I've had my heart broken, but I wouldn't say I've ever been fucked over. Im not writing out of bitterness, just observing your pathetic rantings. Do you really think things are going to work out with this guy? Come on, even as desperate and pathetic as you sound, you have to have some common sense. This is nothing but a fling, some guy strumming your strings just to get some steady lovin. I've let everyone in my office read your blog and everyone agrees, YOUR PATHETIC. Especially the other women. We all think it's time for you to get some therapy, deal with your issues, and try and find a healthy relationship. This realtionship is over in the next 5 weeks. GUARANTEED. Of all the blogs I read, this is the sorriest. — KILLER, 04/03/2005 01:50

Wow! I'm hurt!!! OOOps, not really! I'm simply writing about my experience with my love life right now, all of a sudden I'm PATHETIC? Who's taking the time to read what? You don't have to look at my blog, "Ms. Come read this blog and agree with me you guyss!" If you think this is not going to last, whatever you say, Ms I hope your life is not pathetic! Because if it's not, then you'll be putting more positiveness onto others instead of being negative. I know what you are saying. And somehow, I appreciate the forwardness of your comment. But, I'm happy right now and that's all that matters. I'm not giving into anything. And definitely, I'm not ranting about anything. This is what's making me smile right now. If you think you need to feel sorry about this story, don't follow up. You don't have to watch me crash down. You focus that energy to yourself. I simply write these for me. I have friends and they are great people. I don't need therapy because of them. You on the other hand, ask yourself! Oh, why don't we ask your co-workers! I'm sure they'll all agree. You're not welcome in my blog. These are nothing but happy thoughts and for someone who almost lost her life, I am happy to have known the people around me including this guy are making me happy day by day until...! — khrikette, 04/03/2005 06:25