
I thought that it would take a long time for me to feel great about someone again. Who are you? Where were you when I needed you the most? Well, to be honest, this guy really got a good hold of my little self. How it started? I don't know how! Why now? The timing is kind of fascinating.
I wish I could tell him how I feel! It's kind of hard just going by with actions. Although, his gestures are pretty interesting. He definitely got me. Now, I can't stop smiling because of him. I never really mentioned anything to him. I'm still holding back, I guess. Especially after what just happened to me this past year. I'm just so glad that I'm out of that darkness. Ever since then, I've never felt so relieved.... it was like pulling out a sword and tiny pieces of thorns from my heart. This dark cloud hovering over me for 4 years just disappeared, then a star came shining through! Oh my! What an awesome guy! It's a pleasure meeting you! Today, it's been a month since the first time we've met. I wonder if he's thinking about it too like I do!
Oh my Gosh! Guess who just called me? It was him! 'Got butterflies on my stomach now. . .I gotta go!
Oh Please......\"Crash into Me!\"
created: @2155 monday, february 7, 2005
Tags: diary, love, loversfriends, secret.
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